Hi all

[Wopcoubyproca]

I'm newbie here, I hope to get friends at this forum

[Appolling]

I am new to the forum.  I was diagnosed 8 months ago with bipolar 2 after an acute manic reaction to effexor.  I have had issues with depression since i was a child.  I have been on and off a laundry list of anti-depressants for years as well as trying various alternative therapies.  I was rapid cycling for months and had an awful withdrawal from the effexor.  I also had several unsuccessful med trials of mood stabilizers.  I think I am getting closer to the right med cocktail finally. 

Prior to all this, I was a critical care nurse for 15 years.  I dont know what I will do now... as I am sure I cant handle the stress of that anymore.  I want to work in the field of nursing, but I now have so many memory and concentration problems as well as the mood lability issues.

[Appolling]

of course you are... I just cant seem to shake this helpless, crap feeling.

I am very bored with myself at my hatred of the prem league and all the greed, and heartlessness that surrounds it.
I do honestly believe that is the reason for almost all the trouble that clubs are in, simply trying to keep up or the false illusion that a club could join the party... rather than the truth which is that the pie has already been sliced, and guess what, theres none left for the rest of us.

anyway... nothing too productive here, more the want to talk to people who feel the same way.
Maybe I feel this way as Im so far away and cant partake in the atmosphere building, or the feeling I got in the last administration travelling away to games.

I hope one of the 36 is a legitimate, palace fan... cos honestly I really just want to worry about the games, and be a normal fan again.